疫情间爱的突破
1.与妈妈关系得突破
因为以前在信仰上的不成熟，我自以为是为神站立而做出了很多伤害我父母的事情，也让我的父母对基督信仰有很大的误解。并且我和我妈妈的关系也很僵，我的妈妈也非常地抵触教会，抵触福音。在2月的时候新冠疫情在中国很严重，我的家乡当时也封城了，所有人完全不能够出门。因为工作的原因我爸爸也没有办法回家，所以当时只有我妈妈一个人在家里。
在那时圣灵就开始不断的地提醒我要多关心我的妈妈，她一个人真的很不容易，没有人陪伴，没有人说话，只能自己一个人在空荡的屋子里。我当时就每天给她打电话，每天陪她聊天，当然也每天让她看看我可爱的宝宝。我的这个简单举动使我们母女之间的关系开始突破，我妈妈也亲口说出她感受到了我对她的关心和爱。在那个时候我也开始尝试再次给我妈妈传福音，她也开始愿意去了解，并且也愿意接受我为她的祷告。以前我从来没有想过，我可以在我妈妈面前祷告，但是因着神的爱我现在可以做到了，也可以开口告诉我的妈妈我很爱她。我相信因着神的爱我和妈妈的关系会更加地突破，她有一天会走进教会来认识我们这位充满爱的神。爱是超越国界的，爱是无止境的！
2. 幸福家庭爱满满
我现在有一个幸福的家庭，有爱我的丈夫，有可爱的儿子。
现在回想我和我丈夫刚进入婚姻那会儿，因为我们没有很好的婚姻恋爱的教导，不知道如何去相爱。我只知道一味地付出，而箴唤并不知道如何来爱我。我们的婚姻中充满了委屈和泪水。后来当我们来到神国611，参加夫妻营，在教会中不断的学习如何相爱，如何用神的爱来爱对方。因着丈夫的改变，因着他对我的爱，我变得越来越喜乐，越来越幸福。我们有一个朋友曾经说，自从我们来了神国611，就觉得我在家里的地位一下就提升了。虽然他有点开玩笑的说，但是他也是真的看到了神在我丈夫身上做的改变。
后来丈夫来到教会做了同工，神也赐给我们一个可爱的宝宝。因为是第一次怀孕，第一次顾孩子，所以我对丈夫的要求和需要变得越来越多，有时候我的一些要求甚至让他觉得为难和委屈。但是很感恩，我的丈夫没有放弃爱我，不断地接纳我，包容我，也越来越多为我们家付出，更多地承担起家里的责任。也带着我在属灵的生命上不断地成长。
在养育孩子上面，丈夫也和我一起学习做一对能够把神的爱带给孩子的父母。在这一次阻断期间，虽然我们全家因为回应政府而几乎没有怎么出门，但是每天都过的很幸福，很开心。也经历了生命成长，手痛得医治的见证。
阻断措施刚开始的时候，我们的宝贝突然间变得不吃东西，甚至一整天都不会觉得饿的。看重他的体重一直往下掉，我心里非常的焦虑。每次喂他吃饭，看着他一直躲避勺子，一口都不愿意吃，我心里很担心，也因着自己的怒气对我儿子一次又一次地发火，事后又觉得非常的后悔和自责，毕竟他还只是一个1岁的小朋友。我也意识到我需要去对付我情绪波动的问题，我和丈夫一起为这件事情祷告，我也不断地寻求神的帮助，让我能够控制自己的情绪，以轻松的心态来看待孩子吃饭的问题，把孩子交在神的手里，然后我们也带孩子去看了医生。很奇妙，第二天，孩子吃饭的问题就解决了，吃得特别地快也特别地开心。感谢主，祂是看顾我们的神！
另一个奇妙的事情就是，我因为顾孩子手痛了快1年了，看中医西医都没有好。这个阻断期间，圣灵感动我看视频自学一下钢琴。因为我手痛真的很严重，大拇指动一下就非常痛。刚开始试着弹钢琴的时候，我觉得应该不可能坚持几天，因为真的很痛。但是奇妙的事情是，几天下来，我突然意识到，我的手神奇般的好了！因着敬拜神，我的手得医治了！哈利路亚，这所有的一切都是因着神的爱！
我们神国611每一个家庭都要把神的爱带入到家里，这是美的，是好的。夫妻之间有更多的付出，更多的包容，多爱对方；对儿女可以更多的了解，更多的关心，不仅仅是他们的父母，也是他们的朋友。我们的家庭可以把更多的爱带给别的家庭，建立更多的家庭进入神满满的爱中，让爱不止息，让爱无止境，让爱无边界！在这个疫情下，虽然我们有很多的限制，但是因为有爱，让我们能够满足！祝福大家都在基督里有满满的爱，哈利路亚！ Breakthrough in Love during pandemics
Zhang Tian Joshlyn
1. Breakthrough in relationship with mother
Due to immaturity of faith in the past, I did a lot of things that hurt my parents, thinking that I was standing for God. This caused my parents to have a great misunderstanding of the Christian faith. My relationship with my mother was also very stiff resulted her to have great resistance to the church and the gospel. In February, the COVID-19 epidemic was very serious in China. My hometown was also locked down at the time and no one could leave home. My father couldn’t return home because of work, so only my mother was at home alone.
At that time, the Holy Spirit constantly reminded me to show more concern to my mother as it was really not easy for her to be alone in an empty room with no one to accompany her, no one to talk to her. I called her to chat with her every day and let her see my lovely baby. This simple gesture of mine resulted in a breakthrough in my relationship with my mother. She told me that she felt my care and love for her. During that time, I also tried to share the gospel to my mother again. She was willing to understand and accepted my prayer for her. I have never imagined that I could pray in front of my mother but I did it because of God’s love. I could also tell my mother that I love her very much. I believe there will be more breakthrough in my relationship with my mother because of God's love. One day she will go to church to know our loving God. Love is beyond borders, love is endless!
2. Happy family full of love
Now, I have a happy family with a husband who loves me and a lovely son.
As I recall the moment when I just entered marriage with my husband, we do not know how to fall in love because we did not have a good teaching of marriage and love. I only knew to sacrifice all the time and my husband did not know how to love me. Our marriage was full of grievances and tears.
When we came to GK611, we participated in a couples’ camp. We learned how to fall in love and how to love each other continuously with the love of God. Due to the change of my husband and his love for me, I became more and more joyous and happy. A friend of ours once said that since we came to GK611, my status at home has been promoted. Although he was making fun of my husband but he really saw the changes God made in my husband.
When my husband works as a co-worker in church, God gave us a lovely baby. As it was my first pregnancy and my first time taking care of baby, my demands and needs for my husband increased. At times, some of my demands put him in a dilemma and felt wronged. I am very grateful that he has not given up loving me. He constantly accepting me, tolerating me, taking more responsibility and sacrificing more and more for our family. This makes me grow up spiritually.
In raising children, my husband and I learned to be parents who can bring God's love to our children. During the circuit breaker period, although our whole family hardly went out but we felt blessed and happy every day. I have also experienced the growth of life and the healing of the pain in my hand.
At the beginning of the circuit breaker, our baby suddenly refused to eat and did not feel hungry the whole day. I was very anxious realizing that his weight kept falling. Each time when I tried feeding him, he kept avoiding the spoon and refused to eat at all. I was very worried and became angry with my son again and again. Afterward, I regret and blamed myself as he is just a 1-year-old baby. I realized that I needed to deal with my mood swings. I prayed with my husband about this matter. I constantly sought God’s help so that I could control my emotions and to relax above my son’s eating issue. I committed my child in the hands of God and took him to the doctor. It was so amazing, the next day, the him problem of eating was resolved. He ate especially fast and was very happy. Thank the Lord, He is the God who cares for us!
Another wonderful thing happened. My hand hurt for almost a year resulting from looking after my son. I have consulted both the doctors and Chinese medicine practitioners but the pain did not go away. During the circuit breaker, the Holy Spirit prompted me to learn how to play the piano online. My hand was really painful, it hurts very much even moving my thumb. When I started learning to play the piano, I thought I would not be able to persist for a few days because it really hurts. But the wonderful thing is that after a few days, I suddenly realized that my hands are miraculously healed! My hands are healed by worshiping God! Hallelujah, all is due to the love of God!
Every family in GK611 must bring the love of God into the home. This is beautiful and good. Husbands and wives to work harder, more tolerance and love each other more; they can learn more about their children and care more about them. Not just being their parents but also their friends. Our family can bring more love to other families, build more families into God's full love, let love never ceased, let love be endless, let love knows no boundaries! In this COVID-19 pandemic, although we have many restrictions but let us be contented because of love! I want to bless everyone to be full of love in Christ, Hallelujah!